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Name: may Country: Thailand Metro: Bangkok Birthday: 6/21/1989 Gender: Female
Interests: music, poetry, fun, of course movies and arts
hell ya fashion,,, lemme hang out with my pals. whatelse... i write lyrics... they come from my heart... theya'll came from my life.. i can feel it.. dont knoe bout ya tho... Expertise: i really dont knoe..!! Occupation: Student Industry: Art
Message: message me AIM: mayizme MSN: noway_imconfused Yahoo: princess_of_da_punks
Member Since:
5/2/2005
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| but its ok. i will survive. lol yarrrrr. I WILL SURVIVE.. cuz im livin for my family. god i love them so much... more than anythingggg in this whole wide world.. n thats outrageous!! lol anyway. i decided to post this incident that happened while i was showerin yesterday. so .. typically. i was SOAPIN.. n WHEEE... there jumps da soap... like WHEEEEEEEE n PALONE!!! dived into da toilet bowl.. so i was like.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. really i really literally screamed AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... lol.. n then i realized. how ridiculous i looked.. lol.. yar... i just left it thur.. cuz i didnt knoe wad to do.... lol.. but ya.. it was just typically stupid.. just felt da need to share! heeh anyway... now.. da sad part.. PROVEN that is over! so theres no turnin bak now. PERIOD. DONE. its a pity.. that THE ONE THING u thought would be different turned out exactly like all other... it saddens me. the improvement part.. im SELF-TEACHIN ESPANOL.. since i already am familiar with it... so yarr... heheeh. summary.... LIFES GOOD... its got its ups n downs.. but hey.. THATS LIFE! :) | | |
| yea.. this change is just good. i havta say... im RITE bak on track..even ahead. i have more things to do now. im goin solo as ive always preferred. n last but not least.... ive got my social life back.. a life outta my past.. a life without it. cuz before,, i was just wrapped up in this fanatasy n just fallin away.....but its changed. n im glad for the change... its like victorias back. u knoe.. weirdly.. cuz i never went anywhere but ya.. VICTORIAS BACK now.i have fresh new ideas as wad to do.. i just thought of da greatest idea that my mom would definitely approve of... daddy wouldnt tho... but hey.... at this moment..moms da priority. if i pull it off... mom will be sooo proud of me.. n i can shove all those bad-mouthed bout me. it fuckin sucks cuz they r just sooo bored with their lifes...that they come into my parents..n bad-mouth bout me!!!! pathetic watever. update as for today... i walked in n saw BEMAS all dressed up..so i was like.. o0o0o0o niiice fedora!!! lol..n then at da end of the class..he was liek.. i like ur skirt.. i like da pleatin on da side..so i was like.. 'would u believe it if i say. i got it for only 1 dollar?' hes like 'wow! turn around' n then said..'its alot for 1dolllar!! ' lol.. -fingers crossed- wish me luck with my latest idea ... cuz im gonna havta be reallly persuasive to those ppl to land that jackpot.. if i do.. well IM KOOL.. simply! :) | | |
| i shedded some tears. i wanted to cry... earlier today...but i couldnt... i wanted to feel the sadness in me..da disappointment..but couldnt... until now.. i feel sad... n i finally cried...... that it has come to an end. | | |
| i have finally given up. i feel that theres nuttin left to hold on to. ukone that feelin,, when u just feel that this is THE END... well.. thats wad im feelin all ova..each n everyday.. n its becomin stronger. before da ending... of course, i got disappointed. cause its proven me that everything is just da same. i pity myself as ive put up with it since da last yr.... if only i knew that da outcome would be like this... i wouldve never gone wt it. now all my focus is on my family only... n how to be a better self. i looked back at my past..last yr..im not impressed wit things i did..not at all... everything was a waste... if only i knew... but watever. past is past. over. finished. all ive gotta do is.. move on... all hope is lost. atleast ive let it all go. its just sad to knoe that even things u thought n believed that would be different turned out exactly da same in the end. | | |
| everything i was told n warned....came true.... so watever.... i knoe wad i need to do.. n i do it.... without lookin bak..so watever comes comes...im not da type that regrets ...so i may end up feelin like im regrettin..but eventually ill just get over it... so TOTALLY OVER IT..watever....
anyway.. lifes da same.. same shit..differnt day... hmmmm..... ..anyway...theres tooooo many problems.. i couldnt even stand to bear.... it sucks..... life sucks..
all i could think of... is be COLD HEARTED.... afterall...thats wads gonna save me.... rite eh? anyway... watever happens happens
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